It's 8:58 in the morning, I've been up since 6:30 and working since 7:00. Well trying to work, my boyfriends over so every few minutes have to have some silly conversation. Dropped of Maurice at my brothers yesterday morning to spend the weekend with his cousin. Drove an hour to meet with a catering manager to go over options for the October wedding only to get a call from the catering manager that she's ill and needs to reschedule. Going to go early Monday to meet with my clients and then go see the reception site. In the meantime confirmed an 11:30 limo pick up for a client leaving for Moscow today from NJ. Planning on working until 12 and then going to go and enjoy the weather before it rains.
I was home last night alone waiting for my boyfriend to come over and it hit me, I don't know what to do with myself if Maurice is not home. I've been a mom since I was 22 and don't really know how to be anything else. It's so easy to get lost in your child and being a single mom you are the only one that is there. The majority of my day is spent doing things for Maurice or with Maurice and when he's not around i'm lost and a little bit scared. My goal as a mom has been to raise him to be independent and strong, so I never let him know how scared I am at the thought of him leaving me. I guess what I need to do now is get a life that doesn't involve him...
As a wedding planner I have great ideas that I want to share with the public, so I'll be offering a Wedding Tip of the day daily:
Victoria's Wedding Tip: The bridesmaids don't all have to wear the same dress or even the same color as long as it stays within the brides color scheme.
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